Tired...


- Of being alone!
- Of feeling I need someone by my side!
- Of doing all wrong!
- Of sharing the same house with my mother!
- Of being like a slave in the job!
- Of having no self-life!
- Of my lack of imagination!
- Of so many shits...
I am just tired!

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