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What to do??

I am the one who walks alone... I am the shadow everyone tries to ignore... I am a thought on someone's desiring for sin... I am the red rose of a bouquet of Tulips... I am the one who the night hurts... I'm the one who cries in silence long gone Eras... I am the one who loves without being stuck... I can't fight anymore against all these storms... I can't try again to be fighting laziness in the sense to change my way. I can't do the role of being someone else anymore. I can't make sense even for myself... I am sure everyone understands I am highed in this right moment and it could be a tragedy of headshoted suicide and a goodbye letter and, for everyone around, I would be just highed writing this... "Pain... Pain... It just won't goes away... Why?... Mom... Mom... She just left with a strange man... Where did she gone?... My gay lover is trying to fish all my attention out... What does he wants from me? Does he love me?..." Thoughts like this, c