Easter time: cleaning and rebirth time

 This is Easter time. This is the time of rebirth like Christ Himself, the time to rise from my own ashes, like the Phoenix. And having written this, I am thinking about social media and the amount of accounts that I follow uselessly.

Twitter is in worse conditions: I have followed almost 2000 accounts recently. Mostly linked to gay porn, accounts that share gay clips and certain men who share semi-nudes, teasing their viewers to buy a subscription for their OnlyFans accounts. It's useless and I followed most of them because the images were pleasant. I have even thought about getting myself an alt account, so that I could follow certain accounts freely. It happenes that my Twitter account is 11 years old, I have a massive number of people who have blocked me, including politicians and political parties in my country and I'll honestly stick to those honor badges. I'll unfollow the vast majority of people and accounts that I came to follow and stick to those whom I've really seen the material and enjoyed - and yes, even porn ones. On second, comes Instagram: I started following some people and although this isn't so dramatic as with Twitter, I still follow certain useless accounts. So, onece again, in order to reborn we must burn and then rise from our own ashes. And this is about it.

On the meantime, I have created a second blog. It has been deleted again, because it was a porn devoted blog. I can write my thoughts or share porn related material here. In the end, itis still my space and Google (Blogger belongs to them) allows me to do so and to put out a trigger warning right before people entering here. Or I can always create a Telegram channel, although most likely I'll delete it as well. It happened before.

I have been wondering if any of those concerns are valid. And they are. It's still my mind and my sanity. I am perhaps a bit too old to be concerned about something so trivial, yet here I am. And I'll be just like this until my very last breath. From times to times, I'll spit out my insecurities. From times to times, anxiety will lead me into a follow and unfollow spree. And that's OK. Despite all the madness, I'll have something to write about, even though this might not be that interesting at all - the win, is keeping an inflow of visits and readers on my blogs.