De momentos

Tal como no sexo, quando manda mensagem para um chat para trocar umas mensagens com alguém, é para aquele momento e pronto, no dia a seguir cada um segue a sua vida e continuamos estranhos. Não o faço com intuito de prolongar as conversas e criar o que seja dali.
Tal como escrevi, na abertura do texto, no sexo, passa - se exactamente o mesmo: é foder e esquecer. As necessidades de ambas as partes (supõe-se que) ficam saciadas e não existe qualquer motivo para sermos amigos ou virmos a repetir.
Se procuravam, em mim, alguma continuidade, enganaram - se na pessoa. Não sou de continuar, de marcar presença ou fazer vida. Sou desses momentos de necessidade, própria ou alheia, mas nada mais.

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